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About a Boy.His face is a distant blur in my memories  I can hardly remember how he felt close to me  I can remember his hands  But his voice  His height  The way he walked...  I could remember none of it  I think about him constantly  
Even though I don't know who he is  Where he's from  What he's like  Perhaps it's just to stay interested  Perhaps it's because he's new  "I want to know you." I think about asking him  I'd like to feel you close to me, at least one more time  I want to know you're there  Press against me, hold me close  Let this instant last forever. &nb About a Boy.
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Then it hits me.Again  I've been free from this drug for a long time  Not worrying about it looking around the corner  Not worrying about it leaving  Not wanting to care  Not caring  Hanging out  I loved it  Then all of a sudden  My heart skips again  It leaps to listen  And it shrinks to hide  From the happiness or pain that it brings  And once again  I'm addicted to it  This drug I've found again  To you  Your love  In love  I am  Again  I need it now  It's become my happiness  I love you Then it hits me.
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MorningAnd my life rudely shakes me into existence  I'm bombarded by the memories of last night  The things I wanted  The things I did  No longer am I running free of fixing a mess  
No longer am I happy in my own world  But I am here, awake  My eyes burn  
I feel dirty  My breath, my mouth, stale and disgusting  I get up and am greeted by my parents  And all of a sudden everything that was ever wrong  All the bad feelings I had towards anything  my body, my self, anyone else, my room  Is gone in a flash  I don't brush my teeth right away  I never do  And I make my Morning
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MidnightAnd my world finally tells me goodnight  Falling into the lovely memories that is my bed  I bury my face into my pillow before saying my sweet goodnight  (To my lover, far away)  The smell of life fills my nostrils and already I am filling my head with faces  Of those I love and miss dearly  And in the moments between me being alive  And entering my other world  I am happier than I've ever been  Happier than before  Happier than now  Happier than I ever will be  I breathe my last breath and finally  After the moments I've cherished are gone  The moments of my natural high, Midnight
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Halloween coming up soon?

Thu Oct 22, 2009, 5:09 AM
How has everyone been?

Me, WELL, junior year is definitely not all it was made out to be. A tad harder than I thought, but oh well. SHIP happens, right?

Anyways, sorry for the lack of posts... ever. I know I hardly write in here (and I say write because I obviously don't submit much drawn art) but I guess it's because half the time I don't really finish what I start. Like my Aria+Darien and a lot of other things I've promised people I'd put up here over time, but never did.

So, what's everyone going to be for Halloween? I'm hoping all plans work out and I get to be Belle, but who knows, right?

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  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: Foo Fighters - "My Hero"
  • Reading: Night
  • Watching: Me type
  • Playing: tLoZ: OoT
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: My own spit (it tastes horrible)

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  • Current Residence: Fresnooooo
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium
  • Interests: I love music and videogames
  • Favourite movie: the Nightmare Before Christmas
  • Favourite band or musician: I have too many.
  • Favourite genre of music: I like more or less of everything. Does that make sense?
  • MP3 player of choice: One that works
  • Wallpaper of choice: I have something by Beesknees67
  • Favourite game: the Legend of Zelda
  • Favourite gaming platform: Uhm, pretty much every single one I've ever played... probably either the Wii or the Gamecube
  • Favourite cartoon character: It's either Olive Oyl or Little Lulu
  • Personal Quote: "What."

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*Arwen-l-elfe Nov 12, 2009, 6:12:30 AM
thank you so much for the devwatch! :hug:
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~Schizophrenic-i-am Nov 13, 2009, 4:18:55 PM
No problem

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~AirSakura Sep 6, 2009, 8:46:58 PM
Thanx 4 the fav! ^^

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~Ethren Jun 19, 2009, 9:43:33 AM
u have to hav a subscription to make polls, Cynthia

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~Schizophrenic-i-am Jun 23, 2009, 8:37:01 AM
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98% of teenagers can walk normally without running into walls, if you're one of the 2% that can't, copy and paste this into your signature

I'm Bill Pardy.

Get the... FUCKOUTTATHEWAY!!
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~Ethren Jun 24, 2009, 3:23:59 PM
yea, it sux

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Bring a stick to a fist fight, a knife to a stick fight, a gun to a knife fight, and a tank to a gun fight. Don't go to tank fights.
story of my life: im the shit, the end.
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Mood: Love ~girlyaoi Jun 15, 2009, 1:46:19 PM
omg thanks for tha WATCH~
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i love u~

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*twelveofdecember Jun 9, 2009, 6:56:45 AM
Thanks for the Fave!
Muchas gracias
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~RoninAsuka Jun 8, 2009, 8:14:46 AM
thx 4 fav ^.^

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~JOSEPHSK Jun 7, 2009, 5:06:38 PM
tanks for fave! i like Zelda too!
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